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Woke up, puttered around. Dressed. Looked at myself in mirror. Face blotchy, huge red spots across forehead (but not swollen); chest welted, nice scarlet patches. Take off v-neck red cashmere (non-itchy) sweater and replace with grey cashmere turtleneck; go to bathroom, restyle hair and put makeup over forehead (it's cold out, snowing actually, so the extra moisture will be good).

God I just need this over, I need my stress flatlined for a whole month, nice and easy and quiet, no confrontations, no "helpful" criticism that sends me into a panicky downward spiral, just support, support, support and nothing hard for my brain to handle.

This week is supposed to be quiet except for the citizenship application thing on Thursday - otherwise it's Pilates, two nights with friends, and a night that I thought I was going to be well enough to go dancing but have to realistically appraise as a better night to just spend at home. Then it will be a quiet weekend. I'm supposed to be starting the Flamenco festival at the end of this week - just can't believe I'm not all over this yet. *sigh*

Missed my three good things yesterday. Wasn't able to get the list up past two before I fell asleep as was hashing over sad things in my head. Boo.

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