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Today's to do list

1. Dye hair
2. Write review
3. Clean bedroom
4. Buy food for dinner party
5. Chillax & welcome guests
6. Enjoy myself and avoid thinking about how I've been just as successful at driving people away here as I was in Seattle - after all, I do still have some good and close friends here.

And I do have some good and close friends in Seattle. That was something I learned when I went back: the people I am still friends with, I feel so much closer to them now than I did. varina8, tonyawinter, ms_vermilion, splendid_geryon, I am thinking of YOU and the lovely time I spent with you when I say that.

It's good for me to remember the good friends I do have when I'm feeling low, especially when I'm feeling down because I'm seeing relationships I had fall to dust because of misunderstandings (and only occasionally enmity) and circumstances that are impossible to overcome. I have been really lonely the last few months, but I should remember that I will never really be alone.

But still, it sucks to be the kind of person who hates being alone as much as I do. Party tonight, though, that will be good. :-)

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scifi_mel
Sep. 11th, 2010 11:19 am (UTC)
I do still have some good and close friends here.
Tonight we will definitely drink to this! You should email me you address again though as I can't remember how to get to your house :(
ms_vermilion
Sep. 11th, 2010 02:57 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry you're feeling lonely. It was really, really wonderful to see you when you were here.
varina8
Sep. 11th, 2010 05:32 pm (UTC)
I've been thinking of you too. It was lovely seeing you this summer.
echoeversky
Sep. 11th, 2010 07:21 pm (UTC)
There is still hope..
for all that you desire in fellowship arrives in abundance at your choosing. :)

I promise you.

E.
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