June 16th, 2003

Sea dragon

Monday morning blues

It's so nice and pretty outside but instead of feeling happy I feel lonely. I'm running around from one little chore to another around the house, which is kind of keeping me busy, but I really just feel kind of scattered. This would be a good day to be having lunch with someone so I would be forced to get out of the house. I'm thinking about going to the beach (at the Arboretum), but I kind of feel like just shutting down entirely until I have some people to hang around with.

I also had insomnia again last night. I slept until 10:30, but I wish I had felt good enough to get up at 7, when the sun started glaring in my bedroom window.

I guess maybe I'll put some plants in the garden and see how long that takes.