This is hopeless
Something bad happened but I don't want to write about it here, or email about it. If you need to know, call me on the phone at home tonight. I am in no way injured nor my house nor my pets nor anything like that. I am going to work hard today and not think about it and hope my Fast Lane extra-caffeinated tea keeps me going through the day. Of course, I lost sleep last night because of reading that damned Kushiel's Dart last night at midnight, and not anything else, not even the dream where I was getting hot and heavy with Tom Cruise.