September 11th, 2003

Sea dragon

Countdown to Saturday

I've got about two million errands to run today in preparation for my brother's wedding on Saturday. I shouldn't have slept so late, but, whatever, if I'm not getting paid to get out of bed why bother.

My dad called me last night. He's already at the hotel. I feel bad because I don't want to call him back or spend any time with him outside of whatever events are happening officially with the wedding. I just don't trust him anymore. I feel like he could just (verbally) attack me again and I don't want to put myself in a position where he could do it. And he made no arrangements to spend any time with me at all in the months before ... I'd guess if he'd really wanted to he would have said something about it instead of just assuming we were going to. My focus is on Worthy Opponent's parents, who are staying with us. Which reminds me, I should get off of the box and get back to cleaning the house.