I don't want to go back home - it's just filling me with dread. I don't want to have to deal with all of the crap I need to take care of there and go back to the job I've been tired of for ages and get into a fight with my boss x 2 about when my last day of work is actually going to be. I don't want to have to deal with trying to build a new life for myself that doesn't seem to have gone anywhere but dead ends for four months. Mary's said I can just stay and not get on the plane but that's not really my style to do things spontaneously like that - and I don't think I packed enough to get by. God knows I would have spent less money while I was here if I'd been trying to make the money go further.
My New Year's resolution is to learn to properly spell the ten most commonly misspelled words. I think that's a reasonable enough goal. Otherwise, I just need to survive 2012.