Web Cowgirl 衛 思 維 (webcowgirl) wrote,
Web Cowgirl 衛 思 維

New Year's eve

I'm in Mississippi still - first year I haven't been in London for ages, but it seems like the right thing - too many people that don't like me anymore, too much stress for me to deal with when I'm already low. I want to be around someone who's got my back and who accepts me the way I am, and I am with her tonight. I accept her too and part of that deal is I know there are some things we shouldn't discuss together and that she really doesn't like being contradicted (not to mention have her bad driving mentioned to her, my God the tailgating and texting while she drives is amazing). It seems like a pretty sensible friendship.

I don't want to go back home - it's just filling me with dread. I don't want to have to deal with all of the crap I need to take care of there and go back to the job I've been tired of for ages and get into a fight with my boss x 2 about when my last day of work is actually going to be. I don't want to have to deal with trying to build a new life for myself that doesn't seem to have gone anywhere but dead ends for four months. Mary's said I can just stay and not get on the plane but that's not really my style to do things spontaneously like that - and I don't think I packed enough to get by. God knows I would have spent less money while I was here if I'd been trying to make the money go further.

My New Year's resolution is to learn to properly spell the ten most commonly misspelled words. I think that's a reasonable enough goal. Otherwise, I just need to survive 2012.
Tags: mississippi
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