January 16th, 2012

Movie reel

Margaret (movie with Anna Paquin)

I cried at the end of this movie. I felt like crying during a lot of it. There was also a fair amount of blood and PTSD. I am now feeling rather not so good and wish I was going home to someplace where I could get lots of hugs, if only to take away the bad memories and not even to overwrite the film's message that most of our lives are about failing to make any kind of real connection with each other. The fact that I have nothing to go home to proves that accurate enough, but I'd be happy if I could just chase the nightmares away for tonight.

It was good, though. It just left me feeling pretty fucked up.