March 7th, 2012


This mortal coil

I keep seeing these plays and ballets and stuff on death and I think, damn, I need my life to be different or I'm going to feel like I just wasted it. One trip around the block and how much of it did I spend alone and depressed? Too, too damned much of it.

Ah well, at least I'll have the pleasure of knowing I helped a few of the people who worked for me at my current job get to a better place in life, but (even though I seriously think I will be totting it up in the win column on my deathbed) I would like a little more actual happiness for me. (And even though I tried to put a little cheery post script on the end so this wasn't all doom and gloom, fact of the matter is: I have not been enjoying my life for a very long time now.)