God I just need this over, I need my stress flatlined for a whole month, nice and easy and quiet, no confrontations, no "helpful" criticism that sends me into a panicky downward spiral, just support, support, support and nothing hard for my brain to handle.
This week is supposed to be quiet except for the citizenship application thing on Thursday - otherwise it's Pilates, two nights with friends, and a night that I thought I was going to be well enough to go dancing but have to realistically appraise as a better night to just spend at home. Then it will be a quiet weekend. I'm supposed to be starting the Flamenco festival at the end of this week - just can't believe I'm not all over this yet. *sigh*
Missed my three good things yesterday. Wasn't able to get the list up past two before I fell asleep as was hashing over sad things in my head. Boo.