Took some Xanax. Woke up still feeling shaky (by which I mean freaked out). Took more Xanax. Called back work about meeting I was supposed to be in and got cover arranged. Lay in bed telling myself there was really nothing wrong, I was going to be okay, this was likely all caused by the lack of sleep and the Sertraline, deep breaths, think of something nice. I feel asleep.
Jason got through while I was sleeping and agreed to come over. I feel back asleep. I have probably slept for six hours today.
I checked the side effects of the Sertraline a minute ago. Panic attacks is on there, as well as sleeplessness, and twitching. I am stopping it immediately because, while I can live with depression and anxiety, I cannot live with panic attacks so bad I can't go to work. First time in my life I've had to stay home because of a fucked up head and I do not want to repeat it.