Web Cowgirl 衛 思 維 (webcowgirl) wrote,
Web Cowgirl 衛 思 維

I'm kind of having an awesome summer

This week has been really great. I have had so many people affirming the direction that my life is taking, it's actually making me realize that things have really improved for me, not just since June, not just since January, not just since November, but since last year when I was well. I had a major peak in October, but that was an anomaly, and I knew even at the time that things in my life had to change, that I was going to need to make a big effort if I wanted to have a life partner, but I was willing to chill and let it happen when it did.

But ... I'm not feeling good about that, I'm feeling good about the changes I made. I ended the relationship because it didn't work for me, and in fact I'd attempted to end it in September but got sidetracked (not that it wasn't fun). I made the choice when I was in my right mind (twice!) and I made it looking for what was right for me and what would make me happy. And ... now I'm being happy. I have been trying to make changes for a while, one of them being working on making new friends, and Katriona, Nahid, Arwen (an old friend, but ...) and Sophie have just turned out to be awesome. And noirem has been great, too.

Meanwhile, working on getting in shape with the running, doing the horseback riding, drawing, writing ... this has been kind of an awesome summer. Now all I need to do is get a job again ...
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