I'll write more when I have a chance to catch my breath. I'm back in work ad of yesterday. I'm really exhausted both from lack of sleep and, I think, just from mental stress. People are nice, but I am worried about my own capabilities like I never was before. It's one of the gifts of this year: a loss of faith in myself. And I can tell the urticaria is active, but it's sticking to just making my arms burn and feet swell, so I can deal with that.
First paycheck will be in 3 weeks. I can't wait.