I suddenly had this vision while watching a musical tonight (that was partly set in New York). I've lost the community I moved here to be a part of, the job situation is pretty fucked up, I don't have a house or any long term financial commitments .... why stay in London? Why not move to New York? I could go in February, after I do Christmas with Katy, which would give me more than enough time to job hunt and get shit packed so I could leave. It sounds very tempting now. The idea of saying I lived my life without ever living in New York seems to be a sad, sad thing.